Deal with it

Its funny because I actually had a similar occasion like ET. I had not talked to my real father for the longest and well till this pass 3 months I have been talking to him. I was scared that my dad didn't want to talk to me because I was a forgotten child that he has and never took care of. I took the step up and I looked to him and it was funny because he was looking for me to but never was able to really reach out to me because I was always in school or to busy doing other things. I had o much anger towards him but I had to forgive him because my parents were to young and it took the courage for my mother to actually step up to the game. I couldn't keep hating him because it was affecting me even if I said it didn't it was. I was ashamed of being me. It helped me because I wasn't a lone I always had my step dad that back me up with any decision that I made in life. I felt re leave when I let go of all that anger because it was affecting me in so many ways like in school and with family. It has made my life different and not only that I don't have that anger with me and because of that I love my family more than I ever did. The barriers that it has broken is the fact that I ain't ashamed of opening up to my dad and letting him in my life once again. It has made me realize that no matter what people say about me to look for them problems and make a solution to them so that I wont be so stressed out and letting it be come part of my life that will affect my success.